Everything feels different. This summer will change everything before we know it.
I'm Natalie.
Welcome to my world.
Everything feels different. This summer will change everything before we know it.
I feel like I’m losing everyone.
At my reunion, I found out that one of my fifth grade classmates died last November. I’m not sure how other people deal with death, but I for one know that I will never get used to this feeling. I can’t stop picturing his face. Kids aren’t supposed to die this young.
I hope I don’t forget my high school years. My teachers, classes, what I did on the weekends, who my best friends were. I hope my brain doesn’t hopelessly crumble and leave me clueless.
There are so many possibilities that could happen in the future. So many, and I can’t quite wrap my mind around that.
I’m afraid that you’re going to get sick of me.
Today has been so very off.
