December 2009
Mmm, sleep.
Dec 31st
Birdies.
I have a recent obsession with birds. Bird rings, bird necklaces, bird tattoes, bird pictures. Yay, yay, yay! They’re all so pretty. Mmmm, I’m really not that tired. I enjoy being nocturnal.
Dec 31st
Two thousand nine.
Bold what you did in the 09 1. Dyed your hair an odd color. 2. Went skinny dipping. 3. Bought something you didn’t need. 4. Snuck out of your house. 5. Became obsessed with a song no one knew. 6. Learned a song on your phone with your keypad. 7. Knitted something. 8. Ran a mile. 9. Fell in love. 10. Said, “like yeah” too many times. 11. Lost your closest friends. 12. Got into a fight with someone...
Dec 31st
Formspringerrrr!
You seem so interesting, like someone I can really be friends with. I saw you all the time at Schimelpfenig.I just find it funny that with all our similarities, we’ve never talked. You should talk to me then. It’s a shame that you never did before. Just come up to me and start a conversation sometime or text me. :) hi, I did that fresh prince of belar thing!:) anyways you seem puurtty...
Dec 31st
You should do this, because I said so.
http://www.formspring.com/forms/?739646-jr8kYlnwl8  Now go, go, go!   Last night of 2009.
Dec 31st
Oh, this just in:
Alayna: I also wanted to dress the midget like a leprechaun, for no money.
Me: You are a horrible person.
Alayna: I'm going to pee in my pants.
Dec 31st
Dec 31st
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Alayna: The second he walks up Cole starts telling embarrasing stories about me.
Me: Like what?
Alayna: "You know when Alayna was five, her dream was to lock a midget in a cage and make it dance."
Alayna: And I was like, "No, shhhh!"
Dec 31st
Unbelievable.
A house, basically two streets behind mine, just burnt down. Just like that, poof. Can you imagine your house, everything inside of it, ruined? Just like that, in a matter of minutes? No, I can’t. God it was horrible, my dad and I walked over there and watched the house smouldering, black. That is the most terrifying thing I have ever seen in my entire life. There were three or four...
Dec 30th
thewordsalloverme: Do you ever get that feeling where you don’t want to talk to anybody? You don’t want to smile and you don’t want to fake being happy but at the same time you don’t know exactly what’s wrong either, there isn’t a way to explain it to someone who doesn’t already understand. If you could want anything in the world it would be to be alone. People have stopped being comforting and...
Dec 30th
58 notes
Right here, right now.
I wouldn’t mind freezing time and feeling like this forever. The butterflies in my stomach and my heart beating so quickly. I feel so god damn alive. This isn’t a feeling someone can just forget or leave behind. This is the feeling that sticks with you in your happiest moments and is hiding in the corner at your darkest points. This is the feeling some people can only wish to have. The...
Dec 30th
My heavy eyes won’t rest until I know you’re okay on these lonely nights.
Dec 30th
Old Friends.
danaroberts: It doesn’t matter what has happened, or how they act. That never matters, because if you talk, you don’t notice their changes, you change with them. It’s when you don’t talk to them, for a prolonged period, that they change without you there to notice. You can talk to them again, and you don’t know who they are. You can look back, and notice how they’d become different, but it...
Dec 30th
thewordsalloverme: The things about life that I’ve learned is that you’re going to get hurt. You’re going to have emotional nights and cry yourself to sleep for hours. You’re going to suffer some kind of heartbreak, some kind of loss. But you will also have those moments where you heal. Those moments are the best. You feel like you smile for the first time again. You feel like youre alive again....
Dec 30th
Dec 29th
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Alayna is muuh beeef<3. And I enjoy having serious conversations with her during the wee hours of the night. :)
Dec 29th
I’m quite the sleepy one, in need for a good night’s rest!
Dec 29th
Dec 29th
118 notes
365 days.
yasmine: charissalove: Of smiles and laughter. Of hurt and despair. Of reminiscing on the old, and making new ones. This is it. We have survived 365 days, 1 year of changing yourself, learning more about yourself, making new friends, catching up on the old ones, new loves, heart breaks, bitches and hoes, drama, and fun. 365 days past, and now here we are waiting for the next year to come....
Dec 29th
32 notes
I have extreme boredom.
Here in your finger, you hold the trigger. Pull it back, and another soul the world will lack.
Dec 29th
Dec 29th
1,268 notes
Formspring.
what if i’m scared? You shant be. Just talk to me, I want to talk to you! I promise. Orrr, you could formspring me your phone number. And I’ll text youuu.
Dec 28th
Dec 28th
256 notes
Formspring.
Natalie. I miss you like crazy. I miss that class we had together. I miss how we used to talk. I miss how we used to text. I miss you, I miss you. Are you the same person as before? If I knew who you were I could miss you so much more than I do right now. Let’s fix this? Text me, right now. Go, go, GO! Please? :)   http://www.formspring.com/forms/?739646-jr8kYlnwl8
Dec 28th
Dec 28th
1,268 notes
Dec 28th
2,159 notes
I can hear my clock ticking.
Dec 28th
I'm overly tired.
My tooth mouth hurts. Goodnight<3. Ps- I’m excited to start The Bell Jar tomorrow, considering I finished Looking For Alaska. That book was absolutely amazing, it’s a must read. God I’m such a nerd; I love it. :P
Dec 28th
Tumblr.com '09: What I've learned.
yerawizardharry: 1. This is the best site that I have ever spent a part of my life on. 2. There are actual bloggers on this website. But shh, they’re supposed to be a secret. 3. Photos get more reblogs and likes than Text posts. Forever. 4. When you reblog, saying “THIS.” and “Oh My God” are two appropriate responses. 5. Tumblarity is a fickle whore that will let you fuck her good, but...
Dec 28th
Bananas!
danaroberts: Bananas: Containing three natural sugars - sucrose, fructose and glucose combined with fibre, a banana gives an instant, sustained and substantial boost of energy. Research has proven that just two bananas provide enough energy for a strenuous 90-minute workout. Anaemia: High in iron, bananas can stimulate the production of haemoglobin in the blood and so helps in cases of...
Dec 28th
Listenlaurenbabbles: nataliebootlah: ...
Dec 28th
Listenlaurenbabbles: Abra Moore, The Shins, and Lonely...
Dec 28th
Dec 27th
8,408 notes
Sister, sister.
My sister and I are having a heart to heart and she’s bawling. This is so rare because we are normally just bitching at each other; I wish we didn’t fight all the time. Especially since she’ll be leaving for college next year. God. I’m so mad at myself for not getting close to her when I actually had the chance. I think this will be a new years resolution to get closer with...
Dec 27th
“There comes a time when we realize that our parents cannot save themselves or...”
– Looking For Alaska, John Green.
Dec 27th
What love to a 4-8 year old is:
maryyyyyyyb: themoonwaitsforus: whenshesmiles: ‘When my grandmother got arthritis, she couldn’t bend over and paint her toenails anymore. So my grandfather does it for her all the time, even when his hands got arthritis too. That’s love.’ Rebecca- age 8 ‘When someone loves you, the way they say your name is different.  You just know that your name is safe in their mouth.’ Billy - age 4  ...
Dec 26th
Dec 26th
Nap time? I think so. I can barely keep my eyes open.
Dec 26th
Dec 26th
okayfinethen2: btdub. if youre following my shit. and i dont know you. get to know me. this is my fucking corner. not a public mural. sorry if that bothers you. nothing personal oh, but i love natalie butler btw, so i guess if your a girl you should probably know that as well. or guy. i guess.. merry christmas stalkers!  HAHAHAH! I love youu!:)
Dec 26th
Dec 26th
I had a good day.
I only asked for like five things this year and I got more than I wanted. :D -Books<3. -A Kindle. -Music. -Clothes. -Shoes. -The Notebook! -A Chi. -Lots of gum & candy. -A bad ass ring. -More jewlery. -Snow! -& a few other things I can’t think of at the moment. I really hope that everyone had a good day and a Merry Christmas. I’d like to hear about your day. What did you...
Dec 26th
Formspring, again.
hey, i’m the same person who wrote the last one, and you wanted to know who i am. you’re right, that’s something really out of character for me to say. who do you think i am? Well, I don’t think that that’s you anymore, because I ended up talking to her. And just no, it was awkward. Hahaha. But seriously, I’m very interested in who this is! You should tell...
Dec 26th
The Last Kiss
Steven: Stop talking about love, every asshole in the world says he loves somebody.
Michael: That's true
Steven: Still doesn't mean anything. What you feel only matters to you. It's what you do to the people you say you love, that's what matters, it's the only thing that counts.
Dec 26th
Dec 25th
899 notes
Merry Christmas, people.
I hope it feels more like it tomorrow. <3
Dec 25th
Merry fucking Christmas.
My sister and I got in a car crash. -The cars are fine, it was just a back-end incident. -No, nobody is hurt. -Yes, I’m physically okay. -But no, I’m really not okay. -Somehow her license is missing. -I have to go to Haley’s and I’m really just not in the fucking mood. -My sister locked herself in the bathroom. -I can hear her crying. -I want to cry. -This wasn’t her...
Dec 25th
Currently,
Lying in bed with my (Pei Wei) Dan Dan noodles, a fortune cookie, chop sticks (of course), my phone, my ipod on shuffle, a heating blanket, snow falling outside my window, and a panda bear. Looks like it’ll be a good Christmas Eve. Maybe going to the mall in a few. Last minute Christmas shopping is the best, naaaht.
Dec 24th
too many people from jasper have tumblr.
(via imjanice)
Dec 24th
Come back to me.
FORMSPRING REPLY: I miss us. I feel like we’re the same person. And you’re the only one who brings that person out in me. And now it’s gone. And everytime I see you in the halls, I never know what to say, except to talk about old memories, because we will probably never make new ones. Youre the one person I felt I could share the deep part of myself to. And now that’s...
Dec 24th